Wednesday, 6 January 2016
Friday, 1 January 2016
I just wanted to express how happy i am. With my husband. My son. My family. My friends.
Life doesnt always go as u wish. But if u r true to god & to urself, everything will fall into place, & in the midst of all the chaos & life problems (whether they r financial or health problems or anything else), i find myself surrounded by people who love me for who i am, people who actually care abt me, like my dad & mom, my sisters (my brothers care but they rarely show it...boys), my husband, my son, my in laws, my bffs zizi & manal. Im truly gifted in many ways.
This life is full of hardships. On this earth we r subjected to a series of tests, one after the other...and we need to, no matter what, stay standing.
Sometimes we grow weak...sometimes we go bitter...sometimes we feel negative feelings. But what matters is that we dont stay that way. We find the positive in every negative situation & know that life is meant to b hard cz it aint heaven!
Tuesday, 29 December 2015
What is mental stability?
What is emotional stability?
What is stability at all?
To b stable is to have balance.
Its to not let outside problwms affect u.
What abt the inside?
Dont u ever go thru those days where u feel everything goes wrong? Dont u feel like sometimes the tiniest things can ruin ur mood? Doesnt it sometimes feel like u have no control over ur emotions? Dont u ever feel insane? So stressed ur on and on talking to urself...or bipolar? Happy this moment & miserable the next.
Its so exhausting. It happens to me every once in a while. Suddenly i hate myself, i feel like i need someone to talk to but i also feel like nobody cares. It all goes down to 1 thing: routine. Being in a rut is a mood killer, it kills everything sweet and dandy actually. When nothing new & exciting is happening to u, how can u feel excited. I feel drunk now. So tired. Exhausted. Tired of changing myself. Tired of doing a diet for 10 months and getting stuck. Theres a burning in my heart. Theres a yearning to my soul. I dont know where to start. To get closer to my goal.